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'TERMINAL'

 

Why am I living to live

When life is all vanity

Why do I put up the fight

For eternity.

 

I don’t wanna live-

Because im ready to die

Im ready to quit ive already

Gave up the fight.

 

I don’t wanna try because

Im tired

Don’t wanna look beyond,

I don’t like what I see.

Don’t wanna  keep on fighting

Im exhausted.

Just wanna lay here on the ground

N be set free.

 

 

 

Why am I fighting to live

While Im just living to fight..

Why am I trying to see

With the blindfold in sight.

 

Why do I take all these pills

When the pain wont subside

I will just put on my smile

And pretend its alright.

 

 

I’ve always hung with the happy

Its so much easier to drown out

All The pain and dread

They say theres humor in

Misfortune

I wonder if they’ll

Laugh when I am dead.

 

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Why am I living to live

When life is all vanity

Why do I put up the fight

For eternity.

 

Why am I fighting to live

While Im just living to fight..

Why am I trying to see

With the blindfold in sight.

 

 

Ending a life that never began

Like a a marathon which I never ran.

Behind the smile is a shroud of pain

Years of losses at a merciless game

 

I am just living to die

But there aint no end in sight.

Ive been terminally ill

Since my first breath of life

Waiting to die when there aint no end in sight.

 

So I keep breathing in life

Cause ive already died.

 

 

 

Written by Louis Mendoza

 

   

 

 

 




 

 

 



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